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December 28, 2008{

this is goodbye, to end off,
heres a song and lyric from the twilight soundtrack

Title: Flightless Bird, American Mouth

Artist: Iron & Wine

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, grounded bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

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3:55 AM

December 27, 2008{

Im Back! lots of things happen,
i'm just tired of blogging.
next time when i have the mood.
may not blog again actually,
im just gonna leave you all with this song.

Paramore - i caught myself

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I've should have never thought

Goodbye

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December 9, 2008{

To everyone who knows me and see me often,

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hooray! don't have to hear or see me for 6 Days straight!!!!!
if you want a souvenir, CALL me, not msg.
and call by 7am tml, my flight leaves at 9 or 10am.

Last wise words from Amir:
Don't think too much, just Do.
if you think or pause for too long,
the opportunity will just walk pass you

last picture of me,

for the last time:
BYE!!!!!!!

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9:45 PM

December 1, 2008{

hello there readers,
let be strong and positive shall we.

lets love life for the good things,
i haven't changed.
I am Still Amir

it doesn't matter how
much time has been spent,
its what we do in these small hours.

the only thing is, I'm free as a bird!
so if anyone want to bring me out,
just give me a call at 90280541.
its easy.

Anyways, I'm Going to Australia!
on the 10th of December.
its just me and my brother,

the plane would fly to Perth
then to Melbourne.
the waiting time to board the
plane at Perth is 3 hours.

time will fly faster when
you're having fun.
so.....no worries.

I am still afraid of being on a plane,

*scary thought going through head*

live life without regret everyone.
even if you have a lousy day.
just turn the day to a happy day.

oh yah!
i'll be back on the 16th of December.

hope to see everyone again, see you,

the blog song is for you btw.

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12:34 PM

November 29, 2008{

Anyone There?

The Lone Sun, moving in circles,
the the universe, its doesn't go out of place,
it just stays there in the middle,

i went to west coast today,
just to sat and watch the sun as
it sets into the sea.

but as i stare at the sun,
i realize something,
the sad thing is,
the sun can never be with any of planets
in the universe, its all alone there.
he'll just hurt the others.
he will never be together with the moon or anyone.

Screw you guys if ur saying,
im sentimental
or thinking random things,
these are thoughts,

don't want to read, get lost

I've never felt so alone
staring at the sun,
but i won't mind, waiting there, everyday.

its so calm there.

sorry i haven't been updating.
wasn't in the mood, i do have pictures,
i'll put all the pictures in one post.
it would be long.....and tiring.

and just now
my battery died.
just when u needed it,
it dies. i was like, Damn it!

I'm just going to stop here,

sleep tight.

last words:
somethings are just missing,
and they are missing for the
main reason that they want
to be re-found.

OxOXoXOx

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12:07 AM

November 20, 2008{

Hey Wake Up!!

Lets stay positive shall we?

Tomorrow, i am going to support
my best friends extremely hot sister!!!
she is one of the finalist for
Miss Singapore Poly!

im going to cheer till my voice disappear!!
WOOOHOOO!

its at night, and its my distant cousin's B'day tomorrow,
but she and my best friend made me promise i'd come.
then Chop me a week in advance,
well all i can say now is, sorry cuz.
there's always next year,
that is if next year comes, :)

yesterday, i went to apply
for a job a Toy'R'Us and G2000,
i don't know if they'd hire,
but hey, it beats doing nothing at home.
and i hate to rot at home anyways.

And One DAY!
i will get my Magic -8-BALL!!!!!!!
i have to get it,
i have soooooo many questions
and no one to ask them to,
in anywords, its PERFECT!!!!!!
and Plus!!!!! its on chrismas sale!!!
the only problem is, i need to find
money before christmas

IT WILL BE MINE!!!!!!!

ok, thats enough, haha.
well they said they will call by the end of the week,
i hope they do.
fingers crossed.

have fun everyone. will blog sooner, or later.

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9:47 PM

November 17, 2008{

he he, i watch the movie, nacho libre, for
the fourth time! totally lots of free time,

for those of you who have no idea what
its about, its about a man who
earns money to help the
orphanage by wrestling.

the main thing i love about the movie was
that he never fights for greed, or for fame or glory,
he fights so that he could make the
little children live better and cook them
better food with fresh ingredients.

Jack Black is a great actor,
he's funny, duh.

today,
true boredom came to me.
i spent the whole day at home.
well there was no where to go
and no one to turn to.

tomorrow,
i'll just get out of the house.
anywhere but home.
its too lonely and boring at home.

i need a job, desperately, i'm cashless,
and i can't keep asking my parents for cash,

one day, i will have money and
i will treat you to lunch,

or maybe bring you
out for a fun day out,
like seriously,

i have no idea where is fun but,
at least it beats rotting at home.

happy 9 if you are reading this.
i never forget.

goodnight everyone,
especially you my dear readers, hahaha.

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12:55 AM

November 16, 2008{

I changed my blog skin!!!! haha.
it was about time to change anyways,
and the best thing is,
i didnt need anyones help!!!
hahaha.

just now, i went to VIVO city,
i was with my family,
we ate at banquets and sat at the roof,
and ate ice-cream.

here are some overdue pictures from prom night hehe,
was too tired to post them, here they are:

Me, Mr Lee and Shanker.
Mr lee,The best teacher I've ever known

my class won a bottle of wine for....
i don't remember, haha.

the guys whom i went with

the Final picture with my class form teacher, Miss Caroline teacher
the best English teacher EVER!!!!!

her teachings made my English grades
from a C6 to an A1 !!!!!
will never forget her kindness towards me and my classmates.

to tell the truth,
the best thing i love about her was her willingness to make
us be more responsible with our own life,
she was always there for the class,

With all said and done,
i THANK YOU Miss Caroline Tracy from Hua Yi Secondary School!!!!!!!!

To those who have help me through my secondary years,
you will never be forgotten because i never forget those who
have came to my aid and rescue.

I count people as true friends when;
they get me out of tough situations,
lending me a dollar to buy water when im totally broke,
never get angry of all the wrong that i have done,
and most IMPORTANTLY!!!
have been there when i needed help.

Last words: GOOD TIMES LAST FOREVER

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1:32 AM

November 14, 2008{

Alrights,
im back, everything is begining to be... dull.
my friends are all beginning to disappear into their own life.
sitting all on my own with a psp in my hand playing boring games
just to kill time,

you know what would be nice?
being able to enjoy a day without getting
hit by the consequences of life.

how i wish there was somewhere to go.
Singapore is just plain.... theres no fun and excitement,
even if there is, it'll cost you a whole chunk of cash,

Yesterday, i had my prom night,
it started out great,
but towards the end,
i got bored,
sure i got a prize of $20 popular voucher.
but what use is it to me, so i gave it to my brother.

i received a plaque saying " Outstanding Contribution Award 2008"
i got it because i was a councilor. a sucky one at that.

soon, all the things that i've done will be forgotten anyways,
why did i even bother trying.

at the end of the year,
i will just forget about the events of this year,
just like every year in my life.

i'll just stop here. i'd continue but i got no mood to type anymore.
im going to lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling,

see you when i see you
bye

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7:12 PM

November 5, 2008{

Hey World!!!!!
They Sky Was.......!!!!!!
DARK!!!!!!!
hahaha. bloody rained.
so sad.

well prom is coming,
i hope i will Kick AS* (can't put the other "S")
i seriously hope it wouldn't be stupid and boring!!!!!!!
i spent 60 Bucks to go!
IT BETTER BE WORTH IT!!!!!!!!
coz i'll be damn pissed if it wasn't haha.

i went to the Gym today,
i had syafik and Afiq to help train my body.
they push me to the limit sia.

if u want to train your body into a killing machine,
talk to syafik, the one in my links,
he noes how. he can be trusted.

i want to be able to protect people.
nowadays, i can't even do
pull-ups to save my own life.
thats all. i'm too weak.
which is true. haha.

im going to find something nice for prom i guess.
so..... take care people!!!!!!

Last Words:

If All My Dreams Come True, I'll Be Spending Time With You :)

*words from the song: more today than yesterday - goldfinger
my current blog song

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10:44 PM