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July 10, 2008{

Missing The World

next week is my prelims.
and i wanted to blog but i didn't had time.
sure hope i pass. i sort of missed the rain sometimes.
i miss the cool breeze when i take the bicycle,
and i really missed the cold air in the afternoon,
they just don't come as often as it used to or even
worst, never at all.

And i always thought what life after Secondary life would be.
will i ever see my schoolmates again, will i be remembered?
and with that, thats the reason why i am so friendly,
so i would not be forgotten that easily. haha.
oh well, who cares what people think,

Today after school, i went to the DnT Workshop to
do some extra work on my ferris wheel.
and its quite big, and the bad news is,
my deadline is in August,

if only i could just complete everything that i need to do,
then i could enjoy life and be as free as a free bird.
still feel like i'm in a cage though, haha.

have you ever felt like you just want to
run away from everything and forget everything?
leaving all your possessions behind and just run.
getting away could really help the mind.
but we are all chained up by everything important,
and we couldn't leave.

well tomorrow i have a cross- country run and
i have a soccer match with some school.
i have no idea what school but all i know is i must not lose.
losing could leave a crushing blow to my mind and focus.
and if i make a mistake, i could cost the whole game,
and everyone would blame me. and i couldn't take that
kind of hate to myself.

i don't know whether i'll update soon but i'll try.
until next time

Words/phrases/sentences of the day:

But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know

words taken from the song blind - lifehouse

i will love you no matter what,
and i am loyal and committed to you.

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