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July 12, 2008{

Pure Apologies

hey Amir here,
now i firstly, i admit i can get hot-tempered easily.
and i tend to do things without thinking,
gosh i almost picked up fights in school even.

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me lately.
its like i don't know myself anymore.
it just takes one hit on me and i will retaliate.
but i know if i beat up someone, i would just
get myself in trouble and screw up myself badly.

and now i want to take this time to apologize sincerely,
firstly to my brother whom i punched in the stomach in the car,
secondly to my dear sister, i almost elbowed your face and i am really sorry,

next to the people who i almost beat up, i really am sorry.
and i will only fight if anyone has a problem with me.
i will fight back obviously and i won't run away from anything.

thirdly to my soccer team, sorry guys i let u guys down.

and most importantly to you, i never mean to hurt you so
i just can't think properly these days.
but note that i will never doubt our relationship
and i really love you, i just don't know how.
you are the one that prevents me from doing unthinkable.
just a thought of you helps me go through the day.
and through everything that has happened,
i am sorry, truly, forgive me...

and to everyone that i have done wrong to,
i am completely sorry, and know that i don't
mean to bring harm to anyone.
and i will take all the blame and let you have it your way.

i am not that great of a person but
i am planning to try, so please don't be too hard on me.

today my body is badly tired and cramped,
both of my legs are cramped to the core *the calves*
i can't even walk properly.
so i think i wont be going out today.
i am reachable through my hand phone .
so anything just give me a call or a msg.


words/phrase/sentence of the day:

I don't care if it hurts, i wanna have control,
i want a perfect body, i want a perfect soul

words taken from the song creep - radiohead
my all time favorite song ever since primary school days.



posted at
11:38 AM