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July 28, 2008{

Trying

Do not let yourself drown
in your own disappointments.
you'll just waste alot of time
crying, i just still can't forget
that day when the soccer team
lost in the tournament because of me.

that tournament was my last
as a Hua Yi Goal Keeper.
and i failed. its stills haunt me.

oh well. i got to put it behind me,
i know i won't be-able to be the very best
for everyone, but i am trying,
i just don't want to go through
that experience again.
knowing that i let everyone down.

and so what am i doing,
i am training my body to tip top shape.
and make sure i am seriously fit for anything,
and strong enough for if anyone picks a fight.
seriously man, attitude problem man.

well when i was, in primary school,
people kept bullying me and
kept pushing me around
because i was defenseless, small and fat.
and i just hated myself.

and now i am big and strong, woohooo!
nowadays, no one dares to
even lay a finger on me cause i can
and will beat them to the ground.

i just want peace,
its like i got to get out of here.
well thats what i think my body wants.
i think there is a something
great just waiting to happen.
i'll just wait for that day to come.
there has to be something
special at the end of everything.

posted at

11:10 PM