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July 7, 2008{

Worthless


i feel so used up today.
i'll tell u later.right now. i feel alone.
like really no one to be with to have some laughs.
or fight about, share with or just get out of the house.
whenever I'm home, i feel like I'm inside a cage.

Sometimes i could see,
i everyones words are lies.
just pretending to be a friend.
So just do me a favor get out of my life.
words don't mean much to me anymore.
all you pretenders. two-faced liars.
i am deaf to your words.

for years i have always been kind.
trying to give sympathy and understanding.
but now i look back.
i shouldn't have given chances.

And now i feel stuck. i couldn't get out.
and every time when i'm home.
i would be asked to do stuff.
and when people ask me to do things,
deep inside of me keeps telling me
to say"Do It Yourself" i mean they're such a simple tasks.
And when i don't do the things asked of me.
i get *LOUD* voices attacking my ears.
and in the end i did the stuff anyways.

Enough is enough! from this day onwards.
i need to have a backbone, i need to say "NO!"
for too long have i been used and told to do things for others.
i HAVE my own needs and wants.
though it will be hard, but i MUST try. for my own sake.
even if it kills me. so just Shut the **** up.
I HATE TO BE BOSSED AROUND!!!



verse/phrase/sentence of the day:

Take the pain out of love,
and then love wont exist

words taken from the song THE ACADEMY IS...: Everything We Had



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12:45 AM