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October 15, 2008{

Armageddon, please come soon.

if it came, i won't have to make big decisions
on life. i just got back home at 6pm or 7pm
and i heard that i got a mail from ITE regarding
the traineeship programme.

the thing is, i just don't think i should go for it,
i don't even trust this thing and
i don't even know if its advisable to go.
and the days for application is on
the 17, 20 and 21.

the whole point of being happy
that N level is done means
u don't have to think of school anymore.
then this comes, i just want to run away from these things.

now i can't run coz its right infront of me right now.
i feel like i shouting "LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!"
i hate making decisions that you know you might regret
for the rest of your life later on in your whole life.

my feelings say don't go for it,
it feels like its a waste of time.
what are the odds of even getting
the course.

i just don't trust people as
much as i used to anymore.
don't ter-rasa.
its ok if anyone doesn't trust me,
i don't trust anyone anyways.

Last words:
i wish something would happen,
i mean anything, seriously.
i'm dying and i need something interesting in my life.



posted at
1:26 AM